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a piece of cheer - [my life as a custard tart]
11/9/2008
终于见到了她
weekend说她翻了自己以前的写的东西
惊叹自己竟然发了那么多感慨
如今她真的来了
像梦境一般
她唱起那首歌的时候
我拨了徒徒的电话
我想起她曾提起的那个连载故事
我想起她把很旧中学生博览带到学校来给我看陈小姐的蘑菇头
我想起旧日子
我一本不落地买萌芽
她常年订阅中学生博览
我四处搜集陈绮贞和梁静茹的娱乐消息
她用梁朝伟的画当桌布，上面还要贴很多rain作装饰
我们一起合买歌迷大世界，然后把各自喜欢的星星扯下来
只是现在那些事都不会再发生
我忘了什么时候萌芽变得很难看
她说她的岁数已经不适合再看中学生博览了
还好
陈小姐还如我最初想象的那般
返场时全场一起唱了小步舞曲
那是我最期待的一首
07年6月底的星期三下午
天空突然下起倾盆大雨
你们还记得吗？
下午还蹭在一起吃盖饭的人
在麦当当都还会吵架
深夜从M记出走
据说，案发时我在昏睡
现在想想好好笑
人的关系好微妙啊～
后来我趴在窗前的桌子上给出来遛弯的蜚蠊唱
音乐响起我一个人演出重复的舞曲亚丽童鞋说，我中了李碧华的毒
小朋友们继续看着经典英文原著
我在扔了双城记之后
开始一本接一本地翻李阿姨的作品集
「没有所谓『矢志不谕』，—只因找不到更好的。 没有所谓『难舍难离』，—是外界诱惑不够大， 若真大到跔叫你离去， 统统拨归『缘尽』。 没有所谓头也不回，—不回顾，当然是马上有了填补， 无心恋战。 ……万事都在『衡量』二字。」 -
神圣牛肉面 - [my life as a custard tart]
11/7/2008
我丢了图书证
只能站在流通部里面看书
明天还要找psp大叔补办
下午在图书馆里面看了《饺子》陈可辛拍的不如她写的精彩
她的句子总是很简练
让人有足够的空间乱想
她的故事总有一股妖气
看了便放不下
她写的那些志怪故事荒谬得让我有些后怕
她说，有些事，荒谬到了尽头，便成了情理。
我常想她写的那些事到底有没什么依据
p.s.:小动物们如果真的都带着怨念而死
我就不吃肉了
可是谁知道胡萝卜在下锅的时候有没带着怨毒呢？ -
写的好长啊 谁看完了麻烦在11月还没过去前给我讲讲
我在忙着看Samuel Johnson的ramble 4
This will be a big month that should bring news that makes your life brighter. All the things that have been on your mind, namely, career, money, and a home related matter will bring you good news. You will also have more time for romance and to see friends. I would say that's sensational news, wouldn't you?The beginning of the month does have one challenging aspect, but I feel it will work in your favor. Saturn will oppose Uranus on November 4, a very rare configuration that we have not seen since 1965-1968. Like in the 1960s, these two planets will oppose one another on several dates, not just one. Next year, Saturn and Uranus will again carry on this discussion on February 5 and September 15, and in 2010 on April 26 and July 26. This means whatever questions come up now will likely start a longer dialog within you that will replay occasionally over the coming 20 months. You need not feel pressured to find answers immediately. You will have time.
Uranus rules Aquarius and it is due to Uranus that you are by nature so innovative, pioneering, and resourceful. Saturn is a conservative and cautious planet, so in coming months you may become frustrated by someone close who seems to be overly traditional in thinking and, in your opinion, too wedded to the past. This may be someone in your personal life, such as a spouse or steady lover, or someone in your professional life, such as a business partner or collaborator.
When you have two planets so opposite in nature staring at one another from across the skies, a rare opportunity emerges to blend the best of both. In this case you can integrate the most valuable parts of the past with the most innovative forms you want for the future. There will be no need to fight this trend, but rather, go with it. It will benefit you, making you more seasoned, mature, and flexible.
Saturn is a material planet, and Uranus a humanitarian one, so another way this may work out is that in the months to come you can find ways to do charity or community work to make the world a better place. Any yen you have to contribute to society would grow larger under this trend. By the time you get to the last opposition of Saturn and Uranus in late July 2010, you will see how far you've come.
Now let's to turn to your professional life, which will show gratifying progress this month. This will be a big month for you to score a number of career victories. A promotion may come now, or you may get an offer for a new job. You may receive exceptional publicity for work well done, or you could win an award. The industry will begin to see you in a new light and that's excellent!
The career new moon that appeared on October 29 announced that this trend will still be chugging along in early November. This new moon will bring you plenty of opportunities, but you must act fast. Like the little engine that could, you can now ride to the very top of the mountain, but to do so you must stay focused. This is your very best time of 2008 to look for a promotion or better position, and you won't see anything quite a strong again for two years.
This means that as you begin November, if you don't like your current position then start looking for new opportunities immediately. Scan the job listings, call headhunters, read industry newsletters to stay up to date, and tell friends that you are interested in hearing their tips and having them make introductions. Your timing will be superb in the first two weeks of November.
Keep in mind that you need not actually win your job now, but you would have to plant the first seed by having an initial contact or meeting. In astrology, the day you begin really matters. So pick up the phone, dear Aquarius, or if you are in a job you really love, launch important new projects.
Mercury will not retrograde again until January 11 through February 1, so you have a big, clear road ahead, along with plenty of cosmic support.
Your first glowing day will be November 10 when Jupiter, planet of good luck, will signal the Sun, and you'll see how much your friends care about you, as you move to a very possibly lucrative situation. You may receive a raise, a generous commission, new company benefit, or special fee for bringing in new business.
Actually, this whole week, November 10-15, should bring exceptional career and financial news across the board, so circle it in red as perfect for any big meetings where a negotiation is required. You'd be favored, so there's no harm taking full advantage!
Mars will be in your solar tenth house of fame and honors until November 15, precisely the place you want Mars to be in order to get ahead. This is why the first half of November will be a critical time for you to discuss your career and your future. If you are self-employed, you can land a new client or get important publicity, so you can make this trend work for you, too.
You have one other huge aspect coming up that will help you even more when it comes to career!
Watch November 21, when Jupiter will make a very rare and friendly communication to Saturn. This is a very strong and stabilizing aspect, so you should feel as though any financial talks and deals you schedule for this day, or in the two days leading up to November 21, will go well. Nothing similar will happen again until July 2012!
Jupiter is the planet of abundance, and Saturn is the planet of prudence and realism. Saturn has been based in your house of other people's money, where such topics as loans and credit cards, mortgages and other financial obligations are found, since September 2007 and has been a pulsing area of your chart all this time.
Saturn in this house can often constrict funds, and so you may have been concerned about credit card balances and other financial obligations. If so, you have good news coming. Jupiter's benefic rays are about to reach Saturn on November 21, allowing you to create new and better financial arrangements that will bring you a stronger sense of financial security. Plan your meetings from November 18 to 21, Tuesday to Friday, for you will feel the comforting glow of these two planets working together on all four of these important days.
Another reason you may have felt that you were walking "down" an "up" escalator-which got you nowhere fast when it came to money-is that the two planets that have rulership over your finances, Neptune and Uranus, have been in weak retrograde orbit for months. This month, both will turn direct. Glory be, that's sensational news!
Watch what happens on and near the date that Neptune turns direct, November 2, and also when Uranus, your ruling planet, turns direct IN your financial second house, on November 27. You should see certain clues that your finances are finally heading in the right direction.
Before we talk about your burgeoning social life, let's look at what the full moon will bring mid-month.
This full moon of November 13, plus or minus four days, will bring an important culmination to a home, property, or family matter. Something that will happen at home or in regard to other property is likely to make you happy. If you had ordered furniture a while ago, it would arrive at this time, and you would enjoy how it makes your room look. Or, if your lease was coming due, you'd sign a new lease within four days of this date. If you have a family member, such as a parent, who needs special help, you will likely announce a final decision about what to do to help your parent at this full moon. You may move, see a contractor finish his job, or be successful in selling your house at this time. There are many possibilities, but the point is, you will see a conclusion to a home or family matter that has been ongoing for weeks or months.
The ancient astrologers called the fourth house (where you have so much activity going on mid-month) not only the house of home, but also the house ruling "the end of all matters."
Hence, a situation that has been dragging on for quite a long time, such as a court case or insurance claim (as two of many examples) may now finally come to the end at this full moon. Keep in mind that the matter need not be related to your home-it could pertain to any matter that you wish would hurry along and be done. It seems it will be at this full moon.
Now let's talk about your social life, which is about to hit all the right notes in the second half of November and stay in full swing throughout December!
You'll become more relaxed from mid-month on, and considering your chart, getting a chance to kick back would be a new influence. Although you will have Venus to brighten your friendship sector from November 1-12, things won't be exactly dull, but even so, you will find your social life to become much more lively in the second half of November, due to the impending appearance of the Sun, Mars, Mercury, and the new moon.
Mars will increase your enthusiasm for seeing friends and going to holiday parties from November 16 onward, and lucky you, Mars will remain in this lovely position-in Sagittarius-until December 27. You seem ready for a VERY active holiday. Having done all the work on your career that you needed to do in October and early November, you can sit back, relax, and celebrate the season. Yes, you'll have work on your desk, but it won't be all work and no play for you by any means.
In the two weeks that follow the new moon in Sagittarius, November 27, you will be able to enjoy your friends more than ever. Your friends haven't seen you in a while, so they will be happy to see you again!
Think of a new moon as a window of opportunity that will open wide for two weeks-the friendships you make, the new clubs and groups you join, and the plans you make during that time will grow in importance in coming months.
Are you hoping to meet someone special on a blind date? Choose November 27 or December 1, when Venus will be your new BFF when she links to Jupiter. You won't likely go wrong!
What a wonderful balance between your public and private life your chart shows for November! Career success at the start and popularity with friends in so many quarters as the month winds down. It's no wonder you've put a bottle of champagne on ice-you will have so much to celebrate soon!
Summary
The plan is easy to see for November. In the first half of the month, push hard on career opportunities because they will be some of the very best you will find in all of 2008. You have a buildup of planetary energy in your house of honors, awards, and achievement, the place you need planets in order to climb the ladder of success.
Any new position you find now would not be at your level, it would take you higher! You need not actually win your job now, but you must begin to interview for it in the first half of November. If you love your current job or are self-employed, you can launch your biggest initiatives now. You may garner major publicity now, too.
Watch November 10 as stunning for finding superb positions, possibly as a result of a tip of a friend.
November 21 will be a wonderful day, and you will start to benefit from the glow that Saturn and Jupiter will create as early as November 19. This day will allow you to make important, long-term deals for the future that will enhance your financial security.
Home, family, and other property you may have will bring news at the full moon, November 15, plus or minus three days. You may make a big decision, or see a major culmination to a question you've been working on lately. You may move, sign a lease, sell property, receive furniture, see a renovation completed, or help a parent. There are so many possibilities, but the result will be the same-you will likely enjoy the results!
You may also see a very long situation come to an end on or very near November 15, as this same house rules "the end of all matters."
In the second half of November, your social life will click to a new beat. You'll have Mars, acting like an advance man, heating up the area of your chart from November 16 onward, and then the glorious new moon, November 27, to make your social activity even more exciting. This means December will be busy-no staying home! You will love this influence!
At the same time, your ruling planet, Uranus, opens his eyes after a long sleep (since the end of June) ensuring a really exciting series of months is due! Uranus won't go retrograde again until July 1, so you've plenty of time to see success on your most important endeavors.
One last word before I leave. Next month, a full moon on December 12 is due to be troublesome for everyone. The mutable signs will feel the effects of this full moon the most, however, and those signs are Gemini, Sagittarius, Virgo, and Pisces. You are not part of that group, but as said, everyone will feel some fallout from this angry full moon. Mars will be in hard angle to Uranus, your ruler, so you may be upset over something a lover says, or that an older child does, or the way a creative project at work progresses.
I mention this because this full moon will appear so close to the coming holidays of Christmas and Hanukkah. If you planned to get things ready for the holidays near December 12, such as to shop, put up a tree, ship gifts from the post office, and so forth, you won't find it easy to complete those tasks at that time of the month, as this full moon will likely break your concentration and veer you off course for a few days. In December, losing a few days can be very tension producing.
I urge you to complete your holiday preparations prior to December 9. Don't leave things to the last minute, as this full moon is likely to throw your agenda into a spanner while you work to fix whatever comes up. I wasn't going to mention this quite yet, but I realized that if you had advance notice, you would have a better chance to rearrange your schedule. This year try to finish holiday preparations early. I know it is hard to move up your schedule, but I am doing the same as you. We are all in the same boat! I want you to have a happy holiday, dear Aquarius. If you do this, you will!
Dates to watch
Saturn (conservative, cautious, material) will oppose Uranus (idealistic, humanitarian, rebellious) on November 4, the first of a series of aspects that will happen between now and July 2010. You will be given a powerful chance to blend the best of both planets, coming up with innovative ideas that are grounded in practicality and longevity.
Give laser-like focus to your career November 1-16. You should find delirious rewards!
Financially, talks work out so well in your favor during the week of November 10-15 that you're left stunned. Make appointments!
A home, property, or family situation reaches an end point: November 13, plus or minus four days.
Fun, friends, and lots of invitations to emerging parties begin to come your way once Mars enters Sagittarius, November 16, and Mars remains in this glittering house until December 31.
Make new arrangements for financial obligations or agree on a deal on the major date, November 21, when Jupiter and Saturn will be in rare and supportive communication.
Review credit card balances and payment options, put in applications on loans, mortgages, scholarships, or see about taking legal action for child support, at the new moon November 27.
Best dates for romance: November 10, 14, 15, 17, 18, 22-23, and your gold star period: November 27-30. Blind date? Go for it on the divine day, December 1.
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少字 - [my life as a custard tart]
11/2/2008
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眼睛 - [my life as a custard tart]
10/31/2008
我又飘回来了....
前晚断网前，玩的游戏里又出现了那句：人的眼球大约有28克重。前晚熄灯前，刚好读到『便拎出一根吸管。近日也卖沙冰，入了一批有趣的特粗的吸管，平常的直径有一角钱大，这个是五角钱大。她试着把他死鱼般不带一丝柔情的眼睛掀翻开，微凸。吸管盖准，用力一吸---
一股香腥的味道，眼珠子飕地被吸进嘴里，如珍珠粉圆般又滑又腻。舌头打个转，它在口腔中滚动。咬下去，卜的一响，裂涌出一泡甜水，极度甘美。骨碌吞下。夹杂了泪，独特的咸和酸，可作佐料。
然后再干掉另一只，真痛快！
你看不见其他人了……』
吃晚饭的时候，她跟我讲她的一个习惯不好，她喜欢独占。虽然我被她霸占了大半天。可是谁又不喜欢独占呢？多数时候我都不喜欢跟人分享自己最最中意的东西，比如我最喜欢的书从不外借，也不作任何推荐。只等它被取代。
最近小朋友们都情绪低落，是因为正逢月初吗，月亮被遮住了大半。我以为吃东西可以淡化这些。可是到了晚上胃里空空的时候还是会一样的难过，我还在念着阿蒂讲过的那些话。小朋友们虽没办法始终如一，但起码目前我还是和从前一样的不着调。读到三年级，我依旧住不惯寝室，我依旧想搬出去，可是我依旧没钱赚。大呆劝我早一点儿去找个intership。嗯，但我天生精力有限，不是同时做的了很多事的人。今天在北图抄了满满六页的笔记。手好疼，好久没写那么字。我还是比较适合那些枯燥无聊的东西。我试着读双城记啊，看了一个礼拜只读了三页；我也读过梦的解析啊，读了二十几页看得一知半解就放下了。还好，无聊的我翻过两遍无聊的薄冰语法；还好，我还能以自己满意的速度读那些中文的在你们看来不着调的书。P.S.:我一直都没搞明白半夏的纪念是什么 -
当年我以为阿蒂只是在调侃王XX童鞋，结果如今我和你民却正中那句话。我一直很奇怪那样一番无关紧要的话我怎么记得那么清楚？难道就是在等这一天的应验吗？我不是会讲正经故事的人，所以我讲不出事情的经过。我已习惯了为了怕某某或某某尴尬而装傻打哈哈。谁没有秘密？多年之后，你民一定都身处异处，各晒各的太阳，各挠各的痒痒。谁还记得今天的事情呢？小学时的数学老师常说「等你民长大了变知道在桌子中画条分解线，然后为对方的半个胳膊肘吵来吵去是件很无聊的事。」是啊，也许等你民再老些再想起此事一定就会笑自己啦。王美丽她妈曾跟我...
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我一直以为我一定有某种障碍症。天生右手不灵敏暴露了我各种缺陷。
好烦呀～成了我近日的口头禅。有才说，她一直以为我的口头禅是 啊～
一切源于那本大俗名的书
朱阿姨把它们写得清清楚楚
我想我是逃不掉了
他们说朱阿姨天生是个写书的人
不过她也是勤勤恳恳地读了好多年书
写了好多字的读书笔记
才写成的那个悲伤的故事
「她多么希望就这样一只走下去。遇见绿灯就前行，遇见红灯就转弯，只是绝对不要停下脚步。因为一旦伫... -
謝大伯說，....生命本就是這樣，充滿了未發生最後也沒發生的事。 一下接一下的空蕩蕩，教人不知把感情投到那裡。直到 你開始滯口滯面（兼且矇眼），不祈望也不相信會發生的事，卻忽然發生。
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下午给Cornell的老头子写了第二封信。 -
吴大姐常在桌上说，真是流年不利啊。我过节在家都会噩梦连连～做了跟Sheldon一样的梦。我的本命年还没到呢，看来真要找块木头来辟邪。我到底还是在为那些本无所谓的事担心，河边的大叔说的在理：思虑太重，思虑太重。
律己宜带秋气，处世宜带春风。张潮在他的小书里写了很多句，看来看去还是喜欢这句。亲爱的李大姐也喜欢这句，真好。
我说蛋挞啊，
You dig it？
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